I don’t even know what’s happening around me anymore. I first met my son’s father 6 years ago. Then, 3 years ago, we met and became close, and soon after they found out that I had a child, the beautiful family that I dreamed about disappeared without a trace.
My life collapsed before my eyes. I gave birth to my son feeling like I could overcome anything with a stubborn 25-year-old. My son is now my only joy, my life. I forgot that I was a man since I was born.
But recently, shortly after my daughter’s 2nd birthday, her father suddenly spoke and came to our house wanting to see his son. More than anything else, my bad father was very happy.
He came and left after 2 days. And he has been talking all the time, but recently he stopped answering my calls.
I don’t understand why the person who said that he couldn’t sleep thinking about you two, even though he hasn’t been with him, suddenly gets angry and refuses to talk to his son.
He said how happy he was because the person he missed so much had suddenly arrived. Yes, it was nice to call him every day and hear his voice.
Maybe you are tired of me? What should I do? I don’t want my son to be an orphan, even though one’s life does not happen by choice.
While other people’s children are growing up well, my bad son is growing up without feeling his father’s love.
What should I do now, forget and make peace with my fate or stick to it? I can’t just sit and cringe at the thought.
If it had not come like this, it would have been easier for some of us. Even so, my son and I have been living peacefully for two years.
Although he was sad to see his son, he no longer felt sorry for him. Now I’m 28 years old and I can’t find a good man to love me.
I don’t have faith in anyone anymore. I don’t want my son to live in front of others. And I don’t want to lose my love for my son’s father again…