I’m sorry, there’s another ordinary woman in seat A. After a year and a half of my relationship with my boyfriend, he distanced himself from me, and I didn’t respond to him.
Now we have not been in close contact for almost 5 months. For me, I don’t think that sex should necessarily be a sign of intimacy. We work together. I left my previous place of work at his request and started working together to be closer and together with him, but now that I think about it, it was one of my mistakes…
Even though we broke up and he was with someone else, I tried my best for a long time, three months before I even got married. He often cooks and brings food, but not always, but to make him feel that he cares, he writes messages, calls occasionally, and when he spends the night at the office because he has work, he spends the night in the office and spends many nights…
However, it didn’t help much. He called me multi-tempered. Actually, I don’t know how I am doing so much.
Once I asked him what I should have been like, and he said, “You should have been nice and happy.” I still don’t understand the reason for this silence. Maybe I should have been hiding and stalking around for hours, hoping to meet someone else?
But I’m not that kind of person at all. I like to be the way I am, and I want the other person to be able to talk and understand what they are thinking and feeling in a timely manner, that’s all.
And since he’s already gone, I’m trying to download it too, but it’s still useless. It’s been almost two and a half months since I dreamed about it every night. He wakes up in the morning and regrets his dream.
And even if I met another man, thinking that I might feel something different, when the new guy just smiles at me or touches my hand, I start thinking about him, just like when I miss a love story. I am grateful for all this.
When I wake up in the morning or when I go to sleep at night, I think about it every time I have a little free time. However, I don’t take any steps because I don’t want to miss the person who left because I have a little bit of pride left.
After he left me, I would have a decent relationship with him. Although he loves me, he rushes to come to work in the morning, and tries to be with me as late as possible when he is available, but when it comes to having a relationship with me, I refuse to do so.
U makes up, A doesn’t answer what he says, or looks like he didn’t hear it, as if it didn’t exist at all. I have done this without realizing it. But lately, I feel like the way I’m doing and the way I’m living has come back to me.
And as it is, I am trying to control myself as much as possible, not to be angry, or at least try to be a little nicer. Then the situation seems to be a little better. I remember how much he spoke in just one or two words…. How I want to make him fall in love with me again, no matter what the means…
Maybe I should die? Maybe this is true love? Maybe I should call him and take him as a man? Or maybe it’s just a shun nal that got away with it? Please answer my questions without making jokes or jokes.