I am a 33-year-old woman who lives and works abroad and lives alone. My daughter lives with her grandparents in Mongolia.
There is a woman here who transfers the money she earns from work to her home, and lives without need, with money saved behind her. People don’t see me as a Mongolian woman. That’s why Mongolians greet and talk to me in this language.
When I first came to this country, I met a Mongolian guy and lived together for 1 year and 8 months. During this period, I cheated the young man 4 times, cheated him out of the money I had collected, and these were the most memorable moments of my life.
I haven’t had a boyfriend since I broke up with him. The confidence in the young Mongolian was suppressed, so why did he hide what he was going to do? Everyone calls me because I have a good heart and a beautiful face.
But because of this kind heart and beautiful face, people are afraid that they will be caught in the eyes of others and become the target of their thoughts. Because of that, he still has no friends and spends his hot and hot life staring at the ceiling between four walls.
There are many young men that we meet, but even though we have been seeing each other for 1 year and 6 months, we have not been in the same house, we have not seen each other at the same time, and we have not started a conversation about the deep dark secrets of the future.
He is the only one I let into my house, and I don’t let any other man cross the threshold of my house. I dedicate my whole heart to him. However, I am afraid that I am wasting my time with this guy because I am not sure what kind of relationship we will have in the future.
If we continue to date for the sake of sex without any results or solutions, then let’s both stop this nonsense, I don’t want to waste my time, I want to have a husband and a family, so When I asked him to respect my wishes and leave this black hole, the guy said no.
They say that they will not leave me. I can’t imagine how long I’ll be without sex when I decide to quit.
I’m afraid to trust another man again. If I have anything to say to you, please write. Thank you.