Hello my first love. How long have I been missing you in my heart. I will continue to love you. The most precious memories for me are all the moments I spent with you when I was a child, playing together in kindergarten and going to school together for 10 years.
When I was in the kindergarten, I hadn’t been there for a while, and when I went, you were standing on the stairs, and I said, “You’re so pretty and white.” I still don’t forget that moment. To think that I was holding hands with you even when we were sitting at the table eating and holding hands together, you and I were even better teammates. Kindergarten friends went to school.
It’s been 4 years since we were friends in elementary school, and I started looking at you with my first crush when I entered middle school. At that time, the boys will give you this letter. It was funny just seeing the letter from you secretly. But one day, I was so happy when I received a letter from you saying goodbye to both of you. I taped the other letter and hid it in the pocket of my uniform… Ha Ramsa had kept the other letter until recently, but I couldn’t find it anymore.
We were both real students. You take me home holding hands on the way to school and run back home. When I see you going on from the window, I feel like I’m trying to break up with you for some reason, but I don’t want to go out the other side… I secretly wait for the school basketball tournament.
At that time, I was proud to see you play. I probably didn’t tell you that I was proud of being the girlfriend of a boy who played basketball well. When I was waiting for the next game, he used to come in front of me and sit on his legs, I can still see it. You were really great. I was very nervous and embarrassed when I kissed for the first time when I was holding hands at the end of the 8th grade. It’s fun. How much walking on the day of the bell, how much leg pain.
I was dreaming that you would kiss me when I brought you home, but my mother was waiting at the door. What is the nature of this and that kkkk. I was so nervous that I was going to host, so I put my hands on him… Since we were in different classes in the 9th grade, our good friendship will remain as a memory. I feel bad for you because you put basketball before me and I did something bad for him.
I am sorry. At that time, I thought that you would come to me, so that it would not be possible. Now he doesn’t even think about what he did. I still think that if I hadn’t done something like that then I would have sat with you. For some reason, since I was a child, I thought that I would marry you, but now I sometimes dream that I am sitting with you…
If you come to me in a dream and I don’t know how you are, I will be worried. Tried to get back in touch with you several times, but you never had the chance. Do you remember when your classmates met you on the stairs when you graduated from class 10? I don’t remember that after the graduation exam, I talked to you in the green building behind the house, crying to you.
Later, when I was a student in the first year, on your birthday, when I asked you to come out, you didn’t come out either. And then all my attempts failed. The last time we met, how was it when you told your university classmate that you were fine? This is what you are doing. And since then, there was almost no contact for a while. Now we have two beautiful families and children.
Life is unpredictable. I have recently met you, I was very excited, I thought of my first memories, and I wrote this letter while looking at the pictures we took together.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.