I am a 25 year old woman. I met a guy. This is the 3rd person I am talking to.
In the past, when I was in a relationship with a person, I did not hold back from doing anything because of the words of such a person, as long as he is with him. Of course he is good to me. It’s hard to even say that I have a relationship with this person.
Because from the beginning, he was a free man who met many girls at the same time. We were just friends, so I knew all of them, but I believed that he would change, and after seeing me, he started a relationship with me.
He doesn’t meet other people anymore, but he is still a bit older than that. That is, no matter how many girls he met, he was really in love with only one girl.
I learned that even after breaking up with that girl, he always thinks to himself. He knows that he will never see his daughter again. But… It’s just not enough for me to be with someone who loves someone else so much, so now I really need to give up.
I feel lonely when I’m around him. He aches to see his daughter in pain. Maybe I can stick around or get used to being together. But it seems that I will never be able to forget that person in his mind.
But then, I wonder why I’m going away, I’m always looking for you, and sometimes I’m trying to attract myself even more. People say spend your time doing something else and meet someone else. But I don’t want to meet anyone else.
Now at work, while driving, at home, and in my dreams, I think about it everywhere. I can’t help it even if I say it’s okay.
I’m writing here to encourage other people, other than me, to tell them how to forget and get over it. Thank you.