I decided to write about myself. I am 33 years old with a husband and 2 children. I met my husband shortly after graduating from university. Everything was first. It’s been 11 years.
In the last 2-3 years, I started liking my husband. My husband became more and more secretive and secretive about me. From the beginning, I did not accept alcohol. They used to fight every now and then, and sometimes they broke up. I hated my husband because I thought that I would not raise my children without a father.
But lately, she has come to see her husband, and she feels depressed about her life, even though she doesn’t like spending her youth in quarrels. I was most disappointed in myself. It’s no use trying to talk to understand why he can’t stand being outside. The husband runs away and goes to his mother’s house and sleeps outside.
As long as the husband is doing his job, family problems and children’s problems are not strange. When he comes home, after eating, he digs the phone and sleeps or goes to his room and lies down. I tried to solve all my problems, but now I am living alone, so I have become really independent. Not only is she not free, but she is a single mother.
Well, the main problem is that my husband really doesn’t like it when I look good, he really doesn’t like it when I lose weight and wear revealing clothes, get a manicure, put a mask on my face, put on makeup, go out in the fresh air and relax.
I can’t tell that I’m tired of spending money on myself. Even simple things like reading a book, getting up in the morning, doing yoga, meditating, and going to work can be felt.
She has the intention of not taking me out, cooks her own food at home and eats like a pig, gains weight and shakes her face without washing her face, so every husband feels that she is happy behind the scenes. If you want to lose weight and lose weight, you can’t even know what to eat, blah blah.
From this, it seems that my husband does not love me, but thinks that he cannot live alone. I don’t like his negative thoughts towards me, I hate to see my husband and I feel like I’m ugly. For the past 1 month, I’ve been telling you to go away, and I’ve been slandering you.
In September, I felt that life was pointless and thought that if I died, everyone would die except me, and I thought about suicide. But I can’t think of my children. It has collapsed a lot.
In the last 2 years, I have been attracted to a young man who is much younger than me. S**s not done. My other younger brother fell in love with me too, saying enough words of encouragement. Because I was really attracted to him emotionally, I was very afraid that if I started a sexual relationship, I would waste my life because I couldn’t attract my body and soul.
Moreover, from my husband, he made up for the lack of such a good relationship attitude that made me feel that I am a woman. But after breaking up the relationship, they are not in contact at all. There is only so much you can do to control yourself.
How do you get out of such a strange situation? I feel that the only option I have is to get together with my ex-husband if he leaves. If you have brothers and sisters who have lived a similar life, please give me some advice.