Hello, I wish you a happy letter reading day. It can be said that all problems are normal for people who have not met their first love. He lives without worrying about anything. But for me, I loved him sincerely because of my first love, and he is a young man who wants to make that love his life, but things don’t go as expected. When I was 10 years old, I was a child who could not communicate openly with girls.
I’m the kind of kid who spends most of his time playing PC games. After graduating, I entered the university. I didn’t attend classes for the first 7 days, so it was a first-year familiarization trip. On that trip, while the children were sitting there, one girl looked very special to me, a girl with a very clean face and a very cute smile.
I first fell in love with that girl. That girl’s name is Ghana. He was in my class, and every time I went to class, I just sat watching him from behind a few tables.
Then one day I mustered up the courage to write a message to him, and he was very good to me, and he knew that I loved him. And we were in contact for a long time, and that summer was the happiest time of my life, and I was very used to it. And I dreamed a lot about my future life (I will have many beautiful children.
I will create a warm and beautiful family full of laughter. It is so nice to imagine and dream of rushing to a warm and spacious house after a long day’s work, a wife who will greet me with a smile every time I come home, and children who will run around happily. used to exist.
But one day, they said to stop communicating with each other, so I was surprised and asked if I could have a boyfriend. It was really difficult for me at that time. And because it was difficult, I didn’t drop out of school like children, my life continued as before without any laughter or joy.
I just sent her away with her loved one because I wanted her to be happy and smile all the time. I knew that he didn’t love me, but I still loved him. But after a few months, I found out that the other guy left me after falling in love with me.
Then I decided to be with him and I was in the same class, so it was very easy.
But recently I heard something very unpleasant from a person, that is, the woman whom I love and respect has secretly had sex with one of my classmate’s gangs, and every time she has sex, she says something about love.
I know that guy very well because I’m in the same class. He knows that I love Ghana, but he must have done such a bad thing. But now, the things I was hoping for, the future I believed in, and the goals of my life all seemed to collapse in a few moments.
But I remained silent for a week, pretending not to know. In the meantime, think about it. What should I do now? What should I do? Please give me advice, brothers and sisters…