Chat message: Hello, I read your site regularly. I have seen people posting their problems on your site. Then he wanted to discuss about his own affairs. I am 20 years old and a student. The four of them live together with their mother, their younger brother and their mother’s boyfriend. That young man is younger than my mother, he is about 34-37 years old.
There is a young man with a big body, warm eyes, and a European head. Anyone who saw it would say that it was my mother’s death, but he treated my mother with great care and care. But my mother is 40 years old now, but she has beautiful, beautiful skin that no one can fall in love with. The two of them have been together for a few years.
This young man has a lot of love for my mother, so my younger brother and I don’t like each other. However, my younger brother and I don’t have an open relationship with that person, but only when there are demands. Mother and both of them have jobs that come late at night.
One day, I was in a bad mood, so I sat down with my girlfriends to do things. Then he came back late, he was thinking about something when he was thinking about something, when he came in. On that day, for the first time, we talked very politely and intimately.
I remembered him as a warm and beautiful person. Since that day, I’ve been secretly thinking about that person, and whenever I meet him, I feel uncontrollable panic, my heart beats so hard, and in a way, I want that person every now and then.
As if he knew that I was interested in him, he gave me a gentle look and smiled gently. One day, it was my mother’s birthday, and we gave her a gift at home. On that day, the 4 of us were very excited, and late in the evening, we went to see my mother’s friend.
My brother and I went to sleep after I was late with my work in the kitchen, and the man stood behind me, approached my door and said with a heavy breath, “You go in and sleep, I’ll do it.”
At that time, I couldn’t control myself, looked around and kissed her on the forehead. But as if he had been waiting for that moment, he accepted my request and pressed my cheeks tightly. I didn’t know what to do, but I couldn’t stop…
From that day on, we had this kind of relationship, but we never slept. I’m onr*n. Now I know that I can’t help it, I hate myself, but I can’t help it. If my mother finds out how to do it, I feel as if my heart will stop beating, but I can’t control myself.
The man takes care of my mother with a soft smile without any change, and his behavior does not change in bed, but he also treats me very warmly. There is no name for the times when he did nothing but kiss me, kiss my neck, and cry. I don’t know what to do next, I feel like I’m going to give up on him, but I don’t think I’ll regret it because I love him.
Of course, it’s stupid, so what should I do? I will strive for that person without my own will, I will be happy only by seeing him, if not, I will break my heart and suffer my life. Sometimes I feel like I have to think for myself. Most of the boys of my generation are not like me, but I hope that if I have a boy, at least a friend, my life will change, but it will not happen as expected. No one knows about my secret, I didn’t tell anyone, I’m afraid that if I tell anyone, they will hate me. Please tell me what should I do? It is very difficult for me.
