Hello, and good luck to everyone reading this… Yes, I’m correct, I know there are many people who accuse me of being gay or lesbian, but I’ve never felt that way.
My first secret desire that I started to feel in my life at the age of 27 was to love a woman. Yes, even at the age of 14, I didn’t understand it. At that young age, I wouldn’t say it was my first love, but what should I call it? I remember the same sister who left too often in the depths of my heart. I believe that my sister is now 40, a beautiful mother, a good wife and living a good life.
Ever since I began to understand life, there was a time when I compared myself with others and sometimes felt ashamed of myself. There was even a time when I thought that I was the only one born like this in the universe. But now, I know that there are many people like me, but I have dated only one or two girls and even fell in love with them. Being a woman, I have little courage, but I love without trust, but I have met.
My last girl who says she loves me has a good life with a girl who is much older than me and has a husband… but she is the sister of an ordinary friend of mine who I never thought would care about me. My friend knew that I was interested in the same sex… Well, because we are close, he told me one day, but he didn’t accept it until I was surprised, so we are still good friends.
While it still is. It seems that people can’t keep anything other than state secrets, but my friend told my sister about this and it seems that she got rid of the itch on her tongue. A bad friend. That’s how it seems that he started to be more and more affected by the sight of his sister, even though it was a big event, but now I love him and he loves me too…
No one understands, but I wonder how long this relationship will last. She always tells me that she never loved her husband, but it’s hard to think about her daughter and she doesn’t want to lose you. There will also be times of suspicion, writing secret messages to her husband, her daughter, and her friends, and the eternal fear that she will be caught.
It would be great if the lust turns into love and you both love each other sincerely, but I know that this is all wrong. My friend, if he knows, he will be relieved that he will be out a lot later. But in front of the person who became the father of the child, one’s spouse is ashamed of doing something very wrong. Am I the only one who thinks that if we go away like that, we will lose our love? I know a lot of girls, but I don’t know if anyone else likes her, what should I do now?
and asking people to ask for answers… Of course, most of them will deny it, and if it’s men, they’ll be disgusted… Really, real life can be 30vlons due to inner conflict. To be honest, sometimes when her husband doesn’t go with other boys, I feel a bit overwhelmed and sigh…
But all of this is the life that only this woman knows. I am also sometimes entertaining the feelings of a woman who is lost from her husband, and in the end I think about things that disappoint me, lest I end up as a nobody… that’s why I am a woman who has no courage. This is what I said that I fell in love in the middle… According to the rules of great love, as long as you love each other and are happy, then others don’t matter, but some love stories don’t really fit.
I’m not saying help me, I’m just s**t, but we’re all human. That’s why it doesn’t matter as long as you love someone, I don’t know how many dark spots and bitterness can be brought into someone’s life by absorbing someone’s tears. Love is a human thing, whether it’s natural homosexuals or ordinary people, so we need to learn to control it ourselves. People like me who have experienced such a love that is as unstable as a whirlwind and can hurt anything, please comment…
