I read the letters about women’s lives and thought about the comparison with reading the advice. Also, my mother passed away 3 years ago, and I have no one to talk to. It was from this time that I became a weak person who could not make decisions in life.
She left her first life with beautiful offspring. My mother lost her relationship with a man forbidden by her father. In order not to lose my child again, I was single for 7 years, and I was single for 7 years.
When we first met, everything was fine, even when he came late to play cards with his friends, he was calm and didn’t care. Since then, 5 years have passed, this man does not raise a finger for my children, and ends up spending his earnings on gambling.
Meanwhile, it’s my 5th birthday and I can’t even say happy birthday, I prefer alcohol. I spend more money on alcohol and cigarettes. I work myself, so I take care of my child.
3 years ago he cheated on me and I found out. I apologize for being rude, but since then, my father-in-law likes to drink alcohol and his son, who is my husband, also likes to drink, and he doesn’t say no to alcohol 355 days out of 365 days a year, so I wonder what I’m doing.
When he lost his job a few months ago, he didn’t wear dirty clothes that weren’t cut by the cigarette he smoked. When he is with me, I see the happiness in his eyes. However, it is more and more difficult to put up with his behavior, who drinks alcohol regularly and is rude, lying, and self-centered.
However, the only son of a man loves me with kicking words, even though I wonder what the difference is between my mother and my mother. During this period, I became pregnant twice and my husband said that it is right to go to the hospital.
In this process, I realized that she has little desire to have children, plans for the future, and has a hidden intention to get a lot of money for gambling, and has no desire to quit drinking.
However, 5 years ago, I found a box of condoms under the mattress at home. That’s how he left.
He just stared at the floor without saying anything to me. I forgave him 2 times before, this is the 3rd time. I didn’t even shed a tear, I just left. However, he is unemployed now, and I think it is inhumane to leave him like this.
However, it seems pointless to be together. When I was unemployed, my husband did not even give me 1000 MNT for a ride. It’s been 5 years since I’ve been thinking about it, and I feel the ugliness behind it again. They think that even if they go out, they will suffer. Please give me valuable advice on the right path and the right choice until I remember my mother.