I am an ordinary girl, 30 years old, who works in an organization. Even though I was able to determine the purpose and work of my life by working hard until now in school, home, and work, I might not be able to find that one person I love in the world of living as a couple.
There may be people who think that it is pointless to write such a thing at such a young age, but finding a life partner and a lifelong love does not always happen as expected.
I have the love and energy to give to the person I love, but for some reason, at the end of any relationship, I’m left alone.
I feel jealous when I see happy couples passing by, and I tell myself that the love of my life will come to me someday, but sometimes I get discouraged from waiting and I dare to be alone.
Too lonely, the days seem short and the nights long. It’s different every day, I don’t always think like that, I try not to be lonely as much as possible.
I do my work, meet my friends, read a book, etc., but sometimes I have to face my loneliness. At such a time, there is a silent inner cry, or a loud cry.
In general, loneliness is scary, I want to meet my spouse as soon as possible, get married and live happily. I would like to devote all my love to my family and work hard for the long-awaited life.
But he must be alone. As a woman, I am an ordinary woman, nothing better than others, nothing less. Everyone has a lucky partner, right?
I may not have met him yet, but why are you making me so lonely and waiting?
When I am ready to love, live and care for him, why do I have to overcome the loneliness that seems too much for me?
If there are women readers of Goalingoo who feel lonely sometimes, just like me, please share your thoughts.
