I am a typical single woman. It’s been 28 years since the beginning of the year. I thought I was going to turn 30 in just two years, and I’m starting to hate my single life.
I work as an office manager in a private company. I am a woman who has her own house, own car, monthly income is reasonable, lives independently. Everything is good except for family problems.
He is surrounded by many friends who are respected in his community. Although he is single, he seems to never get bored. I can’t find it because I’ve been alone for many years.
Even when I was in my 10th year, when I was a student, when I started a job, I started a love affair, fell in love, and lived together.
I have only one encounter. But it seems that it is more bad than good. When I first started working, on New Year 20014, I saw one of my co-workers and fell in love with him. His girlfriend was abroad at the time.
And even though I found out that he had a girlfriend, we continued to see each other, and from time to time we became closer by showing off and organizing events. It’s already 2016, and his girlfriend broke up with him when she found out about him. Although he broke up with his girlfriend, he did not choose me.
Not long after, he met another woman and told me that he fell in love with her. However, he still meets me. I was surprised and hurt at the same time… I didn’t hear good things about him from my colleagues and acquaintances.
I knew that Shalig was seeing many girls at the same time, but I did not dare to break the relationship. The most important thing is that he didn’t promise me anything, it’s like I only wanted this relationship that wasn’t mine. That’s why I feel like I don’t have the right to be offended or ask for more.
Maybe it’s because I didn’t have anyone else. My boyfriend lived with another woman not too long ago and had a beautiful son last year. However, he still meets me and I still meet him. In fact, my opinion and the value of my life are completely different from this action.
This relationship seems to make me not “ME”. I thought that I should stop now, in the future I will become someone’s caring wife and mother of beautiful children.
Even though I say this thought to myself many times a day, I can’t stop thinking about it.
5 fiery years of my life have already been taken away by fruitless, impossible, impossible meetings.
So please give me the patience and energy to not see him again and help me support my decision before blaming.