I am a 29-year-old ordinary guy. It has already been 11 years since I moved into the same house with my husband. When we first met, she was very quiet and quiet, and I thought that if we lived together for the rest of our lives, I would live peacefully, and soon after, she became pregnant and had a child with another man. At that time, it was a time when everyone who was 18 or 19-year-old women was called very rude, and when they passed by, they would say a lot of things.
Even now, my relatives talk about me as a white moon because I tried to do something that should not be done at my age. Well, that’s right, I endured all of them and was very afraid and scared. It was at that moment when the first child was born that the true face of my husband, whom I thought well, began to show. Also, at that time, my husband was a student. During these 11 years, I also encountered ux floor.
I got pregnant soon and hid my child from my family. Even though I was in hiding, my son died shortly after birth when he was 4 months old. When I was in a lot of pain and I didn’t know what to do, I wanted to work hard to feel the pain. At that time, just like heaven, I started working as a salesman in a supermarket and wanted to work very hard. After working hard, when I told my husband that I was going to be promoted, he laughed and said that it was easy for him to get promoted because of the kind of people he goes with in the store.
And that’s when I immediately went away. After I left work, I started to struggle again, thinking about my child, and then when it became difficult, my husband said, “You were a thin-headed person with excellent studies, and you were also taking a medical course, but it’s not too late to study, and it’s going to be busy.” I always read books and did all my studies in advance, then I was happy when I became the head of the course, and I told my husband that after I finished school, we were assigned to the countryside together or when we got divorced, he said that it would be really hard for me to divorce my husband after I lost my child. When he said he was losing it, he immediately took a year’s leave and dropped out of school. Then he moved to the countryside for a whole year.
From this time, my husband used to drink, but it increased and he was in his fifties. When I was young, I tried to learn how to talk to the girls behind their backs, but they lied to me that they had a job in the city, and they were chatting with 2 little girls. Then I took my child and moved to the city saying that I could forgive and tolerate everything else, but I couldn’t. Inreel decided to go back to school for his own sake, and successfully completed his studies. So we lived separately for 6 years in the city and the countryside.
Soon my temper cooled down, I want to be with someone else, I need love and care, and when he proposed to me for a divorce, I forgot everything and just despised him.
And now I was very happy thinking that we will have a nice life together, but he started cheating on me the night he married me, and I thought that I would have to put up with it now.
I thought that it would be bad if I had a baby soon, and I thought that I would have a baby with someone else, but soon I got pregnant and gave birth to a beautiful girl. When I saw the phone, it was 10. I was by nature separate, so I thought I should close my eyes and wait for 10. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw hundreds of girls with different names on Facebook, when will I meet again, and pay the rest of the money now.
Hamr’s role has been since the wedding of these girls. SS did it all to himself and showed me that he had proof, and then it was as if nothing had happened, and then he broke up with me, and then I realized that he was worthless and nothing. Now that my baby is 1 year old, I can’t even go to work, I can’t get a divorce, and I’ve become a worthless widow.
So I just decided to get a divorce, take my two children and start my life anew. My husband is now in prison and has left me, but I have decided to break up because it was my fault. 04. I am looking for a place to live now that I have agreed to start a job from 01. Probably many. The main thing is that the name is bothering me day and night, what should I do? I’m going to go like this, and I’m going to die.
No responsibility is assumed. I want to be like myself. Also, because I did something wrong, why should everything be my fault? I have been suffering for 3 years by asking myself what is wrong with me. Thank you for your careful reading. Please advise with a positive attitude.