I am a woman in my 20s. The mother of two children never gave up, even though life was really hard and she got discouraged.
Thinking of my children, I am trying not to let my children live my life for them. He lost his father when he was young and lived as a child under his mother. Although my stepfather was good, there were many times when he cursed me for a cup of food. Even my mother despised me and I was the one to blame.
People from my father’s office often come to my house to drink alcohol with my mother and father. I grew up in the midst of alcohol as a teenager, so I don’t really like to drink alcohol at home. My mother passed away when I was about to turn 16. He stayed with his grandmother in a poor life. Work and cheat.
And the person who went to work in a profession that he did not want, but who left, is powerless because of what he does not like. In fact, after studying well, I passed several schools, but I received a 50% scholarship for 4 years, but I couldn’t study because I couldn’t find someone to pay for it. At that time, it was stressful for my grandmother to find work quickly.
That’s when I met my husband. She was pregnant with her first child without thinking about sitting down. 7 days after giving birth to my daughter, my husband’s behavior became known. It’s been 30 days since I was caught for only 7 days. He goes to work at 7 in the morning and does not come home in the evening.
I used to stay at home to take care of my children as much as I could. When I met my friends, they called me a heavy drinker. People living in rural areas who are not separated from their mother-in-law. When I lived in my grandmother’s house, there was no one in the yard all day long, there was no picture, there was no contact phone.
Having lived this life for more than 2 years, I want to leave, but I can’t. I had no one to go to, so it was really difficult. I had many days without food. I didn’t dare to take such a grown-up baby who was 4 months old without knowing that she was carrying a small child in her stomach. She takes her clothes and leaves to stop fighting with her husband.
After that, he started to get bored and told me something in front of him. Staying at home, I started taking out my anger on my children. This life was hell. After giving birth to a small child, they got divorced. I don’t want to separate my 2 children, but there is no way for both of them to cope. I stopped taking care of myself. I’m trying to slow down a bit in life. What is better?