I am a single woman who is going to turn 30 soon. It is said that everything in life is delayed. When I was 10 years old, I was a modest girl. When I was a student, I was also modest and did not know how to eat or drink. Even when she was little, she was a bright and cheerful girl. Due to my profession, I started my life as bright as I was in my childhood. It seems that you are looking at all the things that should be experienced in life that only people see.
It’s good to hang out with your mother. When my mother reaches 30, she sleeps with her. I live with my mother now. It’s easy for me. Very happy. For some reason, since I was young, I used to say and think that I wouldn’t sit down with someone early. There were guys who fell in love with me. But for some reason we broke up and now I’m alone.
It seems that the guys I used to date are the worst guys in the world if they are not loving and caring. My friend comforts me by saying that because I have a good husband, I have met bad guys. In general, I am a kind, reliable, modest and smiling woman. Then last January, I met a guy through work. For some reason, at first he felt that he could rely on me, and we became more intimate.
I was very upset at that time. Just like that, he came into my world, shining a light. The faces are not beautiful, but they are not young. There is a guy, and the most important thing is that he is the right person. He used to tell everyone the kind words of love, affection, care and attention that I lacked. But I am his nyyts ampar. Even though I knew from the beginning that he had a wife and children, I did not hesitate.
This is the first time that this incident has happened to a person. But we don’t see each other more often than we do. In 11 months, how many times have you had intimate relations with a number? I can tell from his eyes that he is interested in me. He always talked to me on the phone. I remember, where are you, I met you. But he is a guy who leads his life on his own, so I try not to make it difficult. He has become a very good partner for me. We can have a very happy time when we meet.
We meet once a month, so there’s no way around it. I am faithful to him and do not see anyone else. Because it’s so nice to be with him, I look forward to it. Being a child of a modest family by nature, I treat him with respect because I am clawing at a part of that person’s life. But now we are parting. Almost broke up. Today his wife saw the children. What was on my mind?
I was so ashamed to rob the father of such a beautiful girl. I will have this problem. But I loved only with my greedy heart. I still cry thinking about him. But I want to break up. I want to forget him. I just want to be like a complete stranger. Since we are related through business lines, at least he comes to work to see me, so we often see eye to eye. It’s been three months since we met.
In general, they don’t get a chance to meet each other. But I’m still waiting for him. But now I want to make a point. But I don’t know how to put a full stop. I am planning to go abroad soon. I am thinking of going abroad to work and live when I am free without my children. There are guys who want to meet me, but I always hesitate because it seems that I am only waiting for him.
Sometimes I go out with my friends, and every time I get an offer from young people to meet them, I never get to know them. But lately, I’ve been struggling with him. Please tell me how to quickly forget him, how to get over him, and how to quickly put other people in their place.
If there is a hard vg or a good exit, I am ready to do it. But I don’t want to be insulted. Because I know very well that I have done something wrong and it is easy to cry and be happy, so I can’t forget it. I don’t want to hide from anyone, I don’t want to be a secret.