I am a young girl in my 20s.
It seems like it was yesterday when the 12th grade girl fell in love with the other guy who suddenly appeared in her life, and we were holding hands and laughing together.
We had been together for a long time, and shortly after my 10th birthday and becoming a student, I found out that I was pregnant. We used to celebrate and laugh all day, but one day I miscarried my first child.
Because of that incident, my boyfriend became a bit different than before, he distanced himself from me, he stopped caring and loving me, but it’s true that a man in love is blind. I used to tolerate all of them as a normal behavior, but later it became even worse.
I cried more and more. I was living with my in-laws and my mother-in-law was very difficult and used to scold me. This may have affected my boyfriend and we have become more distant.
I was pregnant again. This time, the man was not happy, but said that he would take it. I entered the seed again. I was very nervous when I saw that metal bed in the cold hospital room
When that cold metal thing took the life of my seed in my womb, I still loved him inside. Even if it’s difficult, sometimes even bruised. My mother-in-law saw but said nothing.
After all, he is his son, and I was a foreigner at the time. The saddest thing is that on his birthday, which happens once a year, he can’t even meet his parents. After this, another big challenge came before me.
My boyfriend cheated on me with my friend. When a person cries out to face such things in his life, he is speechless. But I also forgave that person and took all the blame on myself.
That person never apologized to me in person. I endured, I endured, I waited, but it is true that if a man touches one hand, he will touch more. After enduring this situation for 3 years, I managed to get rid of him.
Now he is single and spending time on himself. But now I don’t know what it’s like to trust a man, to be loved and cared for by a man. Choose the right partner