Now I’m 20 years old and a student at Anaraakh University. Even when I was a baby, I was away from my father and because of that, I had many memories and things to say, so my father didn’t think so well. When I was 1 year old, my parents decided that it would not be possible for them to be together, so they separated.
But even though my parents were divorced, they would still see me as if they had never separated from me. In my 2nd year, my father got a new wife, and she had a child, and I began to approach my father. Since he was little, he missed his father very much, so he used to take care of his mother and take care of him.
At first, my father’s new wife, my younger sister, and my daughter were beautiful, but later on, I was secretly angry with my father, wondering what this evil and strange creature had come to do.
I used to pretend that I didn’t hear it, and I used to visit my father when I missed him. One day, I received a message on my mother’s phone saying, “Please send it to us” (in order to keep in touch with my father, who had learned to write and read messages since he was a child). After reading that message, my mother couldn’t stop sending it to my father because she thought it was a lack of father’s love.
Shortly after this incident, when I went to my father’s house and was about to go back home, my father’s new wife asked me, “Will you give birth to me again?” I couldn’t say anything, so I went back home crying. There were many messages on my mother’s phone day and night. A little girl in the 2nd grade… In fact, since I was little, I never asked my father for candy money, and I never even took pocket money.
After reading those messages, my mother decided not to let me see my father. I didn’t meet my father until 16, 17. I always wanted to come to my father to support me and encourage me, but his wife will curse me again…
Even though I haven’t seen my father for a long time, I still miss him every day and I used to wait in my mind that one day he would call me or come to visit me. Now that I think about it, my father would not do anything in a hurry knowing that his wife was cursing him???
I know what it was like to be without a father from the time I was a teenager until I grew up, so I think that my children will definitely live with their fathers, and parents will be together instead of separated, and will have such a warm family. I am pregnant now and my boyfriend is a really good man and I promise to do everything for both of you. Of course, they are not empty promises, I believe.
My reason for writing this post is that if you are a father who abandoned your child, wait for your child to come and wait until you lose hope. I would like to say that if someone who lives with a child does not love their child, at least let them have tears in their eyes and leave dark memories in their lives.
