Hello, I wish you all a good day. I just wanted to share my thoughts and get advice. I have been married to my husband for 2 years and now it has been 3 years.
In the beginning, everything was fine. But I accidentally met a guy while working, and after a month we were very attracted to each other and fell asleep.
I was working as a guide in the countryside at that time, so my husband could have found out about this without knowing anything about it, but I told him about it when I came to the city because I couldn’t forgive myself for cheating on him.
Of course, it is very difficult to say such bad things to a loved one. However, I told the truth with a trembling voice, because I didn’t want to hide the secret of my love after saying it on my face.
At that time, I thought it was reasonable to break up with me, but he told me his truth and told me that it was better to break up with me like a fallen child, and he cried like he used to cry before, and I can still see the look in my eyes.
At that time, I thought that it would be better to break up so that at least someone’s son would laugh at me, and then I wiped my tears and hugged him for the last time.
Then, with tears in his eyes, I can’t live with you, I just asked you to promise me that you will never deceive me again. When he heard that, I promised him that I would love him as much as I love him.
And I am confident that he still keeps his promise and will continue to keep it. The only thing that bothers me about my nose is that I cheated on him a lot, so if my ex-husband cheats on me and I find out, I feel like I have no choice but to forgive him.
But I worry so much about this that I don’t think I can forgive myself. Recently, because of this problem, I feel that I have become very jealous without even realizing it, and sometimes I think that I am jealous of my husband in vain.
We don’t see each other, but I’ve been imagining something stupid lately, guys, please give me your advice…