Hello. Ladies who have the same fate. I am happy to share my life story. I was a selfish girl who convinced myself that there was no such thing as love.
In short, it’s been ten years since I chose someone rich and dignified as my life partner, not love. I am an unlucky person who has always felt that there is no such thing as love, even before and after being with someone.
My boyfriend, who I thought was my first love, cheated on me for four years. Say that you have a wife. When I got to know him, I fell in love with a man for the first time. I couldn’t break up, I thought I was in love at that time. I was also pregnant when his wife was nearing puberty. When I told him that I was pregnant, he could not tell me that he would divorce his wife and come to you.
In general, it was bothering me a lot, so I made up my own mind and decided to take the child and leave their family intact. In this way, I met my husband, he chased after me a lot, but he didn’t trust me, and we got married two years later.
I told her that I was in no rush to have a baby and that I would decide depending on how you feel. Money is very powerful, girls don’t keep it. Even my friends were jealous of me, some of them even my husband.
But seeing that he was devoting everything to me only, he decided to give his children first. I’m 30 years old, but I haven’t found a child yet. My long-awaited child came to my womb, everything became wonderful and I became the happiest mother in the world.
But when she was 9 months old, she found out that her husband was not like other men. I found out that there is a girl who divorced his wife and two children and gave up another child. God forbid! I remember how excited she was to have her first child.
I didn’t even check the phone because there was no note on it. When I checked his phone while he was sleeping, it was written about his intimate relations with not one but many girls. I just wanted to fuck.
But he didn’t tell her that he knew all this. I thought that I would just leave after giving birth to my child. It was like hell and a nightmare to live pretending that nothing had happened. When she was crying because of the pain of giving birth, she felt a lot of hatred for her. In a hurry, I was in a hurry, thinking that I was laughing because of that shit. But I realized my karma!
For every night spent sleeping with the husband of the family, for the self-centered black woman who was ready to divorce the family and leave the child as an orphan, and for the love of her first marriage. Yes, I realized that I was enjoying my karma. Soon after, my husband showed me the utmost care and love and loved me until I thought that this person was not that person.
One day he told me. His wife had two children, so he was unable to work, so he left. When I was single, the girl I met a couple of times to have sex with didn’t tell me that she was pregnant, but she told me after I was pregnant, and when I was pregnant, I thought about having sex with someone else because I didn’t have a relationship, but she told me that she can’t marry you.
He said that he realized that he had been looking for only me, who loves me so much, and that he had been lost until now, so he was afraid that if he told me all this, you would leave me.
I repented, forgave, stopped going and decided to enjoy my life. But now that my son is 5 years old, those past things are almost forgotten like a passing dream, and my family lives happily ever after. As I said at the beginning of the letter, my brothers and sisters who were born with the same fate, it is the same fate, and we cannot avoid it.
Let’s love our destiny, let’s love ourselves, let’s love each other. Don’t lose your value just to meet the needs of someone’s wife while she is pregnant, don’t disturb the family and make the child an orphan, don’t give birth to a child in a few dirty ways, don’t ruin someone’s life by getting pregnant with a child, we are all the same.