I am interested in one of my loves. One autumn day, I dressed up and went out. All of my friends will kill me with bad intentions.
I also came out with one goal. Then I met two friends and young people I know. Then, among them, there was a guy with a “bad face” who was close to me in terms of height.
I called him “brother” because he was older than me, and he called me “younger”, and I was too used to him. The more I looked into his eyes, the more he changed. He left in the summer when we couldn’t get along well with each other.
On one of those summer days that I missed so much after I got away from him, the phone rang and his friend (also a friend of mine) asked me to “go out” and I agreed and went to my boyfriend’s house until I met him.
And when I got to his house… my beloved is sitting in front of me smiling, my heart can’t fit into my chest, I’m excited, happy, and surprised at the same time. On that day, my boyfriend’s younger brother came from abroad and called me to discuss his introduction with me.
Our meeting is different from the way a citizen meets his beloved, because his brother is just like him, it’s like I’m meeting him again, I’m falling in love with him again. After 7 days, his younger brother asked to meet me and we met.
It was as if I was not in love with my lover, so we began to grow apart. Although I think that I will never have a younger brother with my beloved, my heart still yearns to be too much like my beloved. Then we meet “secretly”.
Every Friday, there is a club, I go to them together, and after dinner, I am there all day tomorrow. You can’t imagine your lover’s younger brother in your lover’s house, in the room next to your lover’s. But… Yes, but too happy.
Another Friday, I dressed up and left home to meet my new lover. When I went to the door of the meeting place… I was bleeding. He and his younger brother were standing in front of me together.
I felt like running back, but I reassured myself that no one but us knew what was going on, so I hugged him and shook hands, and he kissed me gently on the cheek, just like before.
At that time, how much I hated myself and how much I laughed. On that day, he met his younger brother as usual, but not at his house. In order to get out of this situation, I thought that I would cut off the relationship with the two mountaineers, but the phone rang, my dear brother…
I can’t say no and I can’t agree. Soon, my lover’s younger brother will go back, and then I will send my new love away, and I will be able to deal with my old love, painful pictures and secret lust. I still love 2 mountains more than Yun…