Hi, I have a husband and a son. However, my husband and I have been separated since our son was 7 months old, so we decided to divorce.
Aray has not divorced, but after being apart for almost 8 months, my husband said that he wants to get back together.
I can’t forgive for some reason. Because my son is not sick, but because of that, he started quarreling with his husband a lot.
Also, my husband goes to see his friends, so it won’t help me when my son is small.
Because of this kind of problem, my son was not even taken to cry, so I threw him away.
Now, my son is fine, so the person who used to visit my son only once a month does not want his family, who has realized all his mistakes.
I can’t repent because I have lost faith. I am wondering what to do if I believe once again and then lose my faith. What to do?