Hello all? I am an ordinary girl. 2 years ago, I met a man who was nice in all respects, but much older than me, and we started talking to each other occasionally. As soon as A was born, there were more or less A seats.
Because I am young, he used to ignore the problem. Soon, after 3 months, I met a guy out of the blue, I had a crush on him, so he was not strange to me, but my ex-boyfriend kept calling me less and less, and the more I distanced him, the later I met him. I decided to see my boyfriend.
At first I didn’t care, but later I got used to being together every day, and now I’m even in love. We have been living together for 2 years. Zayayan’s friends are also very good, but he behaves like a child. There’s never enough time in life, right? Every now and then a small problem will arise and they will leave.
My ex-husband begged me a lot to meet him when I lived in his house, but thinking about his feelings for me and his mother’s pleas, I have been living with him until now. Recently, I had a bad day and went to my friend’s birthday party. He didn’t come that night. I waited all night and when I went to work in the morning, he still didn’t come.
That night, I told my sister that I had a relationship with another girl, and how much I loved you, and I promised that I would dedicate my life to you now that I was with that girl. He used to meet my sister before, and it was nice to meet him, but now it’s not like that. When we met, we didn’t sleep together. We just met for the last time. I didn’t believe it, but I wanted to believe it. Moreover, I cried because I didn’t want to ruin my life.
Not even a month has passed since then. But when I got the number that he used to talk to his sister for a while, he asked me to get the number within 3 days, so I told him that my husband will wait for a while and he won’t get the number, he will give it to me soon. Then he left, saying that he will live in the same house for the rest of his life, that he will not live like this. He didn’t come for 4 days and he came yesterday.
I’m not a very ugly Thai girl, I’ve been in love with quite a few guys in the past. Now, I feel so helpless that I am in such a helpless situation. When I want to throw it away, I really can’t bear it, and it feels like everything is meaningless. In fact, he is a very kind-hearted and gentle person, but he is too weak in his heart to believe in the dark things. He has never regretted leaving the person he was good to and living with him out of concern for his wife’s feelings.
But why don’t you understand my feelings, my excessive cares, my feelings of regretting my mistakes, thinking that I am the one who will bear the burden all day long when you come to see me? That’s what matters. I know that he loves me, but he keeps trying to break up with me just to make me understand that life is not a game.
When I ask my sisters for advice, I can’t talk to anyone because I’m afraid that my husband’s name will be ruined among my relatives. If we have two children soon, things will be different. 2 months ago, I was pregnant and showed it to my mother, and when the fetus was still small, I was pregnant because of an internal examination. My brother talked a lot about becoming a father, but it didn’t happen. My ex-boyfriend has become a father and a good husband. I always wish him the best. What about the two of us who love each other but are arguing over a minor issue? Please help people?