Considering that recently, my parents have been talking about dating someone as soon as they finish school.
If I’m gone, will these three understand that they loved me and needed me? I used to blame myself for the things that were happening to me.
After listening to many people’s conversations, I went to the church. What I really lacked was love. And I go to church. It helped me to forgive them (this happened many times before and I never left home).
However, I went to church until late, and my mother kept saying various things about what to do, so I stopped going to church. I don’t go to church now. But when the 3-year-old who wrote in the previous letter came, my father beat me…
At that time, my mother didn’t say a single word in my defense, and she didn’t even tell my father that I had sent a message to my friend saying that I was spending the night. If there is a place to go instead of protecting my mother, why not go?
What do I mean by this? My younger brother insulted me and told me to leave the house, but my mother did not say anything. In fact, my mother is a teacher, and she always says that people who act like that at work are nice to me.
For those people, my mother is a good person, but I don’t understand why she treats her newborn daughter like this.
Actually, I used to think that I would leave the house when I lived with someone, but now I don’t want to see my mother, father, and brother, and I want to leave this house as soon as possible, but I have nowhere to go.
When it comes to renting an apartment, the rent is too high. As a student, no matter how hard I work, I can’t pay 550,000-850,000 MNT in addition to food. I want to leave this house at least with dignity.
I want to go to a place where people won’t say bad things about it. Is there a place like that? Do I have to leave home or do I have to put up with it? HELP ME