I am not an ordinary person who will turn 26 this year. … is currently studying at the university. Three years ago, when I was on vacation in Mongolia, I met a guy and became friends with him.
He is also studying elsewhere. Since then, we have been constantly talking, writing emails, and messaging each other, and before I knew it, two years had passed. We used to talk and discuss everything, so once we got to know each other, we were good to each other. Although we can’t meet often, we meet 3 times a year, and each time we meet for 7-14 days.. I don’t get a chance to stay longer than that. And we got married with little fanfare.
Soon after the divorce, they separated again. Is there such a life? Even now, I don’t understand why I agreed to sit with him.. it’s like I just want to blame him… I don’t hate him, but it’s like sitting with him. In his opinion, he will stay with me because he doesn’t want to see me… I’m getting old. I feel like I want to live with my husband and have children.
On the one hand, I am married, but the days we spend together are very few. But as for the days when I write mails, it will take all my days… I love it… but neither he nor I know when we will live together like everyone else… because we both have our own lives… maybe 3 years or even 5- It will be possible to be together only after 6 years… my age will go by then… I don’t know what to do.
He told me that if I want to have a child, let me have a child. But how can I raise my child alone for the remaining 11 months with only one month of the whole year at the most. I am afraid because there is no one to look at and help me. You are such a good person. After the birth, the newborn and I are also very young. Thinking about that, I still can’t have children because I live together.
But I don’t know when we will live together. There is nothing that has changed our lives since we got married… I had sex with a man here 6 months ago. He is much older than me and has a child from a previous marriage. But it’s been many years since we broke up… we’ve been dating for almost 7 months now. I seem to be falling in love with it now too. He loves me too. He doesn’t know that I’m married to someone else… I didn’t tell him either… he likes me very much because he takes care of me when we’re together…
Imagine being with this person more and better than the memories I had with my married young “husband”… This person is looking for someone to build a life with. You said it when you first met me. That’s how I’m stuck between two people… I don’t want to cheat someone for a long time.
and there is a saying that a person who chases 2 rabbits will end up empty handed… he doesn’t know which one to choose. help me? If I want to live with the one I’m married to, I don’t know when I’ll go home and live. It’s like I’m getting older.. If I want to live with the other one, I’m older… Please help me make the right choice?