I was able to understand what kind of society and family I was living in. It seems that you are trying to solve everything alone and keep all your feelings inside yourself. If I tell someone, there is a rare person who listens to people’s suffering and advises from the heart.
No matter how much I try to look at life well and think good things, my heart breaks a lot. Now I am 30 years old, and it has been many years since I started my life.
It’s the black drink called alcohol that’s ruining my life like this. My husband is a person who has given up too much in life and just raised his hand and gave up. It is also very bad for human behavior. I tried to find fault with myself, but nothing changed. Accusing me is just one way to justify your guilt.
I will take care of my role as a woman in this family, do everything like cooking, cleaning, taking care of the children, and in addition to my housework, I will do business-like things to manage the house loan, food and drink.
If my husband is quiet, he seems to be in a bad mood.
He was almost surprised when he told me how much money he was paying. After a few minutes, he forgets what he said or asks again. He never encouraged me and said warm words to my heart, but he scolded me more than the father of the family.
When you are at home, it will be like the fairy tale of the goldfish. I can’t forget that she hurt me a lot because of her in the past, and I couldn’t help but get upset because of this situation, and eventually I even wanted to lose that love.
I tried a lot. Shanta doesn’t go to work because she splits the advance. If it used to be called sa lval a l n a ntr, now it will be different. I believe that if you drink alcohol, you will spend the night and then disappear, but it’s true that it’s a shame when you say that you have to adjust and come out.
Also, it seems that a lot of people who don’t know how to do it just send a message to a dead person and go away. I have no faith in that person, no love, no respect, and everything precious in the family is with him. Because of a rhine, this life has become so bad that he has exchanged all his opportunities for that evil black rhine.
If I want to take my child away, this person can’t live off the debt, so I have to bear the debt because the loan is in my name. Well, I mean, there’s no other place for me and my son to go. If the apartment is not in my name, I can live in peace even if I don’t pay the advance.
And then he won’t go away, asking me for millions of dollars, or asking me to live with him, but he is useless, but he can’t be without anything. What about such a person who does not say hello???
I think that I have not gone crazy lately. As for the law, there is no law for such things, even in Mongolia. My child is small when we go abroad.
It’s like winning the lottery to get a visa. If you want to be the same after drinking arhi yourself, you will be a house deer who can’t leave the house at night after washing a little. If my mother was there, she would have gone.
I really lived a strange life with such superstition for a long time. I thought that I might have a husband, but where would anyone love a man with a husband and children? All a woman wants is love and caress, so she doesn’t have it, so she feels like she’s the only one left in the universe.
But my dear child, I have no right to say that. It’s my fault that I was a naive fool who didn’t think that a person could be like that. If there is anyone who has managed to get out of this seemingly hopeless situation, please advise